“Before a dream is realized, the Soul of the World tests everything that was learned along the way. It does this not because it is evil, but so that we can, in addition to realizing our dreams, master the lessons we’ve learned as we’ve moved toward that dream.”
There, said the Alchemist. There is the reason why we are fucking stressed and confused all the time and depressed and evil to the world those other darker days. The frickin’ omniscient Soul of the World is making us suffer just so it can be sure that we deserve the things we want.
BBUUUUUUUUUUUTt: Do we even know what we want? Ha. I think that beat the chicken-egg question.
I think I do now. Know, I mean. I’ve made several decisions that I pray I’ll have the courage and perseverance (versus my lazy ass and my ego) to stick to. I’m trying to not be so lazy-daisy anymore. I’ve been that way for nearly a year now, come on. I haveta move my ass.
supermina
December 6, 2009 at 1:19 amGood luck in your decision, ate. You know I’m here for you. Moral support, all that jazz.
Also, does it mean that we’ve learned so many things that the Soul is squeezing everything into one instance of testing? Sigh. The world and its mysterious ways.
ILY FOREVER ATE!!!<3
thisismyfireexit
December 6, 2009 at 7:30 amI don’t really think the Soul will stop testing your limits. Like ever. It’s just being extra attentive to you at the moment, er, in the past few months. The Soul will soon get bored and leave you alone. I promise, love ya <3
supermina
December 7, 2009 at 11:05 amI hoooope. I’m getting tired of it.:| Buy yeah, it’ll be over by December 18. Hopefully. I wish. Please.
thisismyfireexit
December 7, 2009 at 2:52 pmOh! If it’s over by December 18 do you wanna swap books then??? We can just get some Chickenjoy and swap and you can fly away if you’re really that busy.
Or not. You know, no pressure. Busy busy school girl 🙂