There’s a lot you can say in two and a half hours. You can say ‘I miss you. I can’t believe you’re gone.’ You can ask all your questions. ‘How could you why didn’t you WHY where the fuck was I?’ You can make statements. Promises. Say that you’re letting go and holding on and for today they mean the same thing. Say you’ll keep going as best you can while keeping love close. Never lost, always warm, around. Say that grief is an awning window and the wind tears it open some days but when it does, won’t you also glimpse the dazzling moon?
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February 26, 2018, Tokyo Dome for the prompt. Photo by @imAshawol. Thank you so much for letting me use it <3
