“All endings are also beginnings. We just don’t know it at the time.”
― Mitch Albom, The Five People You Meet In Heaven
“Baby I’m not moving on
I love you long after you’re gone gone gone.”
“All endings are also beginnings. We just don’t know it at the time.”
― Mitch Albom, The Five People You Meet In Heaven
“Baby I’m not moving on
I love you long after you’re gone gone gone.”
I’ve been watching days pass recently, as in literally counting them as they go along, marked specifically by things I am excited about (Maroon 5 concert today, American Idol on Friday, The Phantom last Sep 3, session at Mode Lei Spa, every payday) and things that I dread (enrollment week, audit reply due date). One thing I have noticed is that even if you watch it, time still flies by. And sooner than I realize, it will be 2013, I will be another year closer to 30 (gah), and hopefully, I will have glowing awesome skin. But I digress. The point of this post being, I believe my 2012 To-do list needs a revisit.
Status please:
I feel so lost now, hun. But I did find you. Happy Valentines’ Day. ‘I miss you’ doesn’t even cover it.
Feel free to dip your fingers into a recurring scene in my subconsciousness. Because I don’t know what to make of it:
There is a princess haunting my dreams, young, pretty, sweet, and always always happy to see me. Calling my name and beckoning me to her side in that REM world. I am wary of her affections, but still I come close. Always this boy will be there too, grinning at her because she is pretty and sweet, charming her and complimenting her, and she quickly reciprocates. Then I wake up annoyed. Every time. Good morning to me.
Saw this excerpt in the reliable world of knowledge called the Internet, in my quest to try and understand:
Most dreams contain messages that serve to teach you something about yourself. However, soon after you wake up to go about your daily routine, you tend to quickly forget what you dream about. The message in recurring dreams may be so important and/or powerful that it refuses to go away. The frequent repetition of such dreams forces you to pay attention and confront the dream. It is desperately trying to tell you something. Such dreams are often nightmarish or frightening in their content, which also helps you to take notice and pay attention to them.
Recurring dreams are quite common and are often triggered by a certain life situation, transitional phase in life or a problem that keeps coming back again and again. These dreams may recur daily, once a week, or once a month. Whatever the frequency, there is little variation in the dream content itself. Such dreams may be highlighting a personal weakness, fear, or your inability to cope with something in your life – past or present.
The repetitive patterns in your dream reveal some of the most valuable information about yourself. It may point to a conflict, situation or matter in your waking life that remains unresolved or unsettled. Some urgent underlying message in your unconscious is demanding to be understood. (source: http://www.dreammoods.com/dreaminformation/dreamtypes/recurringdreams.htm)
Reading it just made my head hurt more trying to figure out the ‘most valuable information’ about myself that I apparently must urgently resolve for this dream princess to leave my dreams be.
So, to anyone out there. Help.
Love,
Eyebags and Unflattering Complexion
Every few days, I need a dose of philosophical shit to vaguely explain the daily craziness of life as I know it. Today is one of those days. And I thank you, Norma Jean. I would explain just how fully I can relate, but that will be incriminating information.
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they are right, [you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself], and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”
~ Marilyn Monroe
But still you have to finish singing the song in the karaoke. Did you know we’d be singing this for you?